you wanna know what the hardest part is?

the hardest part is accepting defeat. wanting something so bad, but then realizing, your never going to get it no matter how hard you try. no matter how hard you pray. and wish, and hope. its just never gonna happen. i have worked towards what i have no lost for a long while now. and now, id say it all seems like a waste of time. but to be honest, knowing how it was going to end. id do it all over again. just for the times that were good, ther were god given oh so good. id do it all again. all of it. but, the new me cant let me stay down for long, you gotta just roll with the punches, after all, its not like this fight is over, its only round 3 and im still standing. yea im banged up, got a cut over the eye, and blood is gushing in and i cant see the next hit coming, but who can? i got a good cut man in the one and only god, and he'll pull me through as he always does. i aint been knocked out yet(dead), so this fight, it aint over until brice buffer calls it damnit. and hey, who knows, always staying optomistic, maybe a rematch will come later on in our careers.