You gonna have to be in tune.......

you gonna have to be in tune, with your star player, cause these haters, do not play fair. ive come to a realization, and i learnd it form a Katt Williams special, that you need to be in tune with yourself. there are always gonna be haters, and thats theyre job. theyre job. they hate. thats its. you need to stop worrying about about all these other people and worry about whos lookin you back in the mirror, fuck what the hell they be talking about, how the fuck are you doin, how are you? i need to worry about what makes matt happy, what does make matt happy? well, football. football makes me happy. so ill run with it, football it is. friends, frineds also make me happy. so ill take all of those i can get. ummmm, well, heres the problem. and to me, this is a big one. a partner to oppose me. a partner would make me happy. but i cant seem to find one of those. my woman needs a few things. she needs to enjoy and love the things i love. football, sports in general. being somewhat of a neck. friends, you gotta have friends. love your family that loves you. you aint gotta love them all jsut cause they got your blood, trust me, i got stories i will change your mind. but i need a woman, who can fill my voids. be mine, be with me. be into me. be in a relationship for me. not for the perks i bring, but for me. i want a woman who would love me the same, if i was poor ass broke. and couldnt find a job, but wanted me around anyway cause she loves me and knows im gonna still do all i can to make her happy. sure i fuck up, a lot. i know i do. but tell me one persons name other than jesus, who is perfect in ALL ways. go ahead, ill wait......... exactly, you cant. knwo why, cause aint no one perfect. no one. i will say it again. no one. one more time, AINT NO ONE IN THIS WORLD PERFECT, AND IF ANYONE IS THINKING WELL THE POPE, NEGATIVE, MAY I BE THE ASS TO REMIND YOU HE WAS IN HITLER YOUTH? sorry, side tracked. anywho, i need a woman who can better me. i know of a few who are close, and a few that could fit perfectly. but will i ever have one of them? idk, but i know when i get a chance, i will take full advantage of it to get her. is there a line running out my door of women, no, are there a few yea. more than i know, maybe? but thats not the point. when i find something i want, im gonna be me, to get it. the new me, well not new so much, as the surpressed me. no longer am i going to down play myself, and not show amazingly wonderful for someone i know i can be. i will let everyone around me know. you will see it in my actiuons everyday. and some of you may think its a show, or im putting up a big front, well guess what, bite me. idc what you think if your not on my side. i knwo the right thing to do, and say, and how to be. and thats just how it is form now on. i have at a time in my life, come across a woman. a woman so crazily amazingly beautiful. whom which for some ungodly known reason, was into me. shes sporty, necky, loves her friends, is awesome, more than i could have ever asked for. is incredible in all ways, but guess what? no, cant do it. couldnt do it. just couldnt. she shoots, she loves football, playing and watching. neck- not red burnt, but nicely tanned. she awesome, the family, holy crap! awesome. but, you never know how things pan out. things never HAVE to go your way. shes all i could ask for, and everything more that i could want not knowing i want it. shes the one who could be in a relationship, for me. i think. i hope. i pray. will i ever get my chance, who knows. but she knows i pray for it. and would want nothing more than to be able to have it. her family knwos this as well. they saw it unfolding right in front of them, and they saw how happy she was. she was beaming, and i wasnt even trying to do what i was. anyone know why, cause i was the real me. it was Matt Clark. when i was being me, eveyrone around me was happy, and loved it. shes knew i wanted her so badly, still does in fact. but will i ever get my chance, who knows? but like Katt says, you gonna have to be in tune, with your star player, cause these haters, do not play fair. and oh how true that is. but guess what, keep hatin, you only makin me famous and want to work that much harder just to piss you off. if you aint with me, you against me. if you aint got no one to hate on, please this is an open call to haters everywhere, please, please please, hate on me. cause your hate, and trying to keep me down, is a great thing. MOTIVATION. A GIMMIE SOME, GIMMIE SOME, PT, PT, ITS GOOD FOR YOU, GOOD FOR YOU, GOOD FOR ME, GOOD FOR ME. and so is your hate. but back to my main point. she knows she aint happy. could she be, yes, and she knows how to get there. she knows what its gonna take. all shes gotta do is say come get me and im yours, and as sure as forest gump was running, i say (in a forest liek voice) ill be running, all the way to you. (end forest voice) and ill show you how its suppose to be. ill take care of you though you dont need it but want it deep down, and you can take care of me thhough i dont need it but want it deep down. she and i both know we can better each other. the family knows it. i can do things some others cant, ive proven that. that was a little dirty inside joke, hopefully she gets it. but in closing, all i got left to say is, you know it, you know it all. this blog was completly and totally unnecessary. but guess what, i WANTed to put it up here. do i need you, no. do i have to have you, no. but sure as i am hell is hot, i WANT you. and ill be waiting. to do as youve always known me to. be me. good night to all, and i will say a prayer for all of you tonight, as i did last night. and as for my post last night, id just liek to say, i was right. not one person called me. not one. but i had comments jsut as i said i would. love me some fake people dont you? and to my sister, you, are what keeps me sane. you keep me level. keep me in line. without you, im lost and have no one ashley. the stigma we have, is jsut us i know, but just as much as we fight and everyone knows we'll be the first to kill each other, they knwo the opposite. they know we love each other more than anything. i love you ash, always have and always will. your my big sister, and i cant thank you enough for raising me as you did. cause we all know it wasnt mom. it was you. i love you, and i cant wait for you to call me, and i know the exact words that will come out of your mouth, WHOS THIS BITCH THATS GOT YOUR PANTIES ALL IN A WAD? but i know what you mean, and ill start to explain it, and youll hate her as every other woman ive ever been with, just for the fact, you think there is never going be a good enough one for me, and i love you for that. youve always wanted the best for me. and i you. once again, thank you for all youve taught me. i now knwo how to apply makeup, and do hair, liek braids and whatnot, i know how to apply nail polish cause of you, cause all your friends and you did all that shit to me when i was younger. and fyi, you better hope your vhs zero aint off, casue i aint been hit in the head with one in awhile, so try me now. i love you ashley, and i love my family, and i love my friends, and to you, you know who im talking to, you know im talking to you. i love you. with all my big ass heart that you stole. and your right, you dont steal, but you also cant deny this time you did it. i miss you and until next time, just rememebr who i am, what i do, and what i represent. you got me, you know you do. goodnight all. comments to follow im sure either here or facebook. but just as before people, WHO WILL LISTEN. 402-315-8822. goodnight! and god bless.